I've been waiting for this moment, and it finally came. Finally broke down and cried for you baby. Not that I'm overwhelmed, or stressed, by any means. This has been by far the easiest time away from you..so far that is. But I love and miss you very much.
I'm not angry. I'm just sad, sad that I don't have you here laying in my bed next to me, to hold me through the night and wake up to the occassional kiss and hearing "I love you so very much" in the middle of the night. Sad that I can't hear your voice, or touch your skin anytime I want to. I want to be able to look into your eyes, and caress your face whenever I feel like it.
I miss goofing off, playing pranks on each other and giggling, just being two silly kids in love. It gets lonely, even though I'm with the kids 24/7. A part of me is missing, and it's you. I love you and am lucky enough to have someone to miss. I just wish I didn't have to miss you as often as I do.
Time is passing fairly quickly --KNOCK ON WOOD-- I hope it continues to do so.
Can't wait for you to be home again,
so we can continue with our beautiful Hawaiin adventures
and I can feel like I'm on top of the world.


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