Accepting things I can not change.

I have attemtped to write this blog about 6 times at this point, and end up deleting it, in fear of what others may think or say. Isn't that sad? I can't even vent, and be honest because people may judge, critisize, make accussations, point fingers, become defensive, whatever, you name it, it'll HAPPEN, trust me! I guess I need to invest in a journal.